~Getting prepared for 2007~

Or maybe not really...

Today I realized I wanted to make a post in English. Bah, I would like to be able to make a post in German, or in Dutch, but as I am not able.. It is not that I don´t want, it´s that I can´t :)... So, I am really sorry to those who don´t understand English... I won´t do this really often.

For everyone, or almost everyone, this last days of the years are the one to analyse how everything worked, and to plan for the future. I remember how excited I was last New Year´s Eve. I asked as a especial New Year´s wish to be able to do everything OK in the orchestra I was beggining to work in, and to enter the other Orchestra I already was, and I couldn´t believe everything was working out so well. I think I even wondered how things could work better in the new year that was beggining. But now I am in Europe, as I always wished. This 2006 has maybe been the most strange year of my life. I started working in the Orchestra I always dreamed of, feeling I was almost touching the sky, although it was not always easy to deal with it, and suddenly one day I began to cry in the orchestra´s office because I was feeling so insecure about being able to come to Europe, and that day Carlos Vieu appeared just in the moment I was crying, and promised me he was going to help me. And something like a week after he called me to tell me he had an entrance examination I could do... at that examination was in Belgium, and they send me a mail one Wednesday night, telling me they wanted me to come... And I was laughing so much because I thought it was impossible to come. And then it was a couple of terrible months, preparing everything. But here I am, and I must say that if I have to make an average of everything, I am really happy, it has been one of the most (if not the most) decissions I have taken in my life, and I am so happy. Of course, all this couldn´t be done without the help of my mom and dad, who were always there supporting my madness since I was born and they still do. I have no words to thank them for all the things they do every day for me.

And so, here I am, I have no idea of what I am going to do next year, but I will let the 2007 surprise me, as I usually do (and it hasn´t been so bad for the moment!! ;))

I hope you all have a happy ending of 2006 and a nice beggining of 2007.

~... I still miss Poland so much! Wondering when I am going back...~

I´ll post back one of this days... Keep on being there and don´t get (too) drunk.

Kisses and hugs for most of you (just because it´s New Year´s...)

~Nani~